She makes me look good!

Me and Pegs and Planet Uni camp

This is something i found out.... i LOVE taking pics with Pegs coz somehow i always:

a) smile properly
b) keep my eyes open (unlike the ball pics urgh)
c) have proper body position

Was telling her this, and she said "Maybe it's just me la..."

Well i think ur right!! You make me look Good!! hahahhhaah....when i get married next time always be close by juz in case i need to take pics k? hehe

but i do regret not taking pics at camp with the people there...especially with the Clayton guys and gals :D

and Li we need to take a pic wit d Planet Uni t-shirt gang!!! Mine shrinking wash by wash, so it needs to be soon... (or am i getting bigger??? ) hehehe

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==postcampblues==

i'm suffering from post camp blues. the last time this happened was when easter camp was over! Man camp was so aweeeeesome i really miss it now. waiting for pegs to send me pics so i can blog abt the awesome time i had. wait till then for the stories la k? :D

==supposedtobeinclass==

i've been skipping class loads. i'm doing it right now! :(( i shouldn't la but it's just so pointless going for class nowdays. seriously got duped by the shiny glossy advertistments i used to get about uni. just doesn't live up to it...

==watchedcrumbs==

just randomly switched on d tv this afternoon and watched this program called CrumbS. it started off as a comedy, but the ending was sooooo freaking emo man. it was abt a family, and how you can get hurt and try and live life without your family because of stuff that happened b4, but realize how much you eventually need em. was sposed to be on my way to uni, but it juz captivated me, and i needed to blog about it :)

==foundadietpartner==

not that i needed one, but i guess it's fun haha. to my *secret* diet partner, WE can do it!! remember our goal ya - hawt!-ER by 29th Sept and eventually hawt! by 29th Oct ahhahahaha. and remember to pray pray pray :D

==youandme==

waiting and wishing (more like praying and trusting :D)
...

==i'mlovinglifehouse==

All in all

Standing on top of the edge it feels like it's going down
Everything stays in my mind feeling in a daze on the ground
Feels like it's gonna give life's to hard to live anymore
I think I've had enough things too tough
I'm out the door

All in all it's just another day now
You're falling down
What you gonna do
Standing on top of the world tonight
No ones looking back at you

Stand tall
It's going on
It's going on
It's gonna be just fine
You're holding on
Holding on today

heard it during the emo ending of crumbs. mann these guys rock!! :D

==iloveadorepraiseworshipcan'tthankHimenough==

His promises will never fade... He knows how hard it is, because he endured everything before. The greatest thing to ever happen to me, my Jesus :)

LOVE YOU!!

Camp's coming

WHOAAAAA!

Camp's really stirring things up, in good and bad ways. On Sunday i was sorta in this huge pit, so many things were stacking up against me, i felt so hopeless man. But i knew i needed to -worship- and just jump around.

AND IT WORKED!

After service the circumstances and problems were still there, but i had risen above them. and the view from the top really rocks baby! haha

i feel LOUD recently...

LIKE REAL LOUD!

Owh btw Jamie Cullum is seriously starting to become a favourite of mine....

:D

I broke it!!!

ARGHHHHH!!

This must be my punishment for bragging about my key-holder-thingy....


IT BROKEE!!!! I had just put my jacket down on the chair at the OCF Combined meet at Melb uni when.... the lanyard got caught on the chair handle! and i think i didn't realize but i yanked it and it broke. and it all happened in front of Li! hahaha heart break man....somemore she said it came ALL the way from Msia somemore....ayo feel bad leh eheh

But for now...
It's in a KNOT! haha i know it's like super el-cheapo looking now but i'll get it fixed soon....


A sad sad bear :(

But on to more important matters...

As i was saying, we went for the Combined OCF Prayer Meet at Melb Uni. And besides the obvious joy of meeting Easter Camp buddies again, i was really anticipating a powerful time of prayer and worship. And thru out the whole meeting, i felt God burning something in my spirit, and it was slowly stirring itself. Then when the time of prayer came, i felt it boiling over, and i knew i really needed to go speak it out. PLus the silence in the place was killing me.

Then i got it...God reminded me about the church in the early part of Acts...when they were waiting for the Holy Spirit, and God just said "Go tell them that the church wasn't silent when the HS finally came...they went nuts!". Suddenly someone tapped my shoulder, and i turned and Ee Lin whispered in my ear "I think u need to go spice things up"... haha i knew i couldn't run dy...

Anwy i stepped out of my row and stood on the steps. I was just going through exactly what God wanted me to say, and i was recollecting what exactly happened when the church got the HS, and how they proclaimed it on the streets. Then Ee Lin came and whispered to me " i feel you need to share about when the church got the HS..."

0_o

i STARED at her ! i went like "NO WAY! thats what i got too". Then she just smiled....and you know the joy that came at that moment was incredible. i just couldn't sit still....it was a WOW moment for me

SO i moved to the front and prepared to pray (after quite a long wait actually, there were many people sharing stuff too ). And i did what i had to do. After that i just felt a lot of release, and like the burden just turned into peace... it was a draining experiance i must admit (how preachers deal with the amazing burden when they preach every week i dont know), but i guess it pays eventually when u listen to the HS :D

The devil has been wroking hard to put me down this week. He's using people, circumstances, situations to really try and make me drag my feet and get mixed up in stuff i shouldn't have to worry about. Man i really need to discern whats crap and whats like the real stuff....

Just wanna say thanks to Ee Lin for being the confirming voice and an awesome leader to me! Looking forward to camp sis, it's gonna rock! :D

Dinner at Wayne's

Today i had the priviledge of going over to Wayne's place for dinner with Hau Wei. Last sunday, he mentioned we were having salmon and steak!! man weren't we looking forward to it! ALthought he couldn't do the steak, the salmon was flippin awesomeeee! and the beef bulgogi and chicken and the udon noodles kicked ass man. I mean it was so good, hau wei kept saying he had cravings for salmon all the way home to Clayton hehehe. Thanks bro for an awesome meal! Your market share price very high too la i think hehe...

I wish i could cook man.... :( den i could have people over for dinner more often. i know who's the first person i need to treat to a good meal ... (hint: *rawr* :D)

Camp's only a week away! Man it's getting excitinggggg!!! Praying for more new signups to make up the numbers and also for Hid presence to just POUR down in that place. it's so gonna rock....

And there's some things that God has promised that would come past at the camp that i'm really looking forward to. I know He doesn't let us down when we do our part and honour the covenant he made with us. God, i'm just gonna wait on you and your timing for this one....hehe....

Sorry if ur like blur at this point....this post is pretty much only understood by myself...

HAHHAAHAHAHAHAA

late la better sleep....going sasau dy :P

oh btw....

my new key-accessory! thanks to Li! hahaha now i really enjoy carrying my keys with me ! hehe!

she got so tired of me leaving my keys around (especially in her house) so she put it on that haha...thanks ya i really love it :D

Love is blind

Blind by Lifehouse

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
and still I have the pain I have to carry
a past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
only in hopes of dreaming
that everything would be like is was before
but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

Love is not only blind, but it in itself blinds. Love makes you feel like everything is going ok and that nothing else can matter. Love shuts out wisdom and discernment...

The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge; wisdom and instruction fools despise.
-- Proverbs 1:7

Time to make blind eyes see... :)

Convention Ball 2!

FINALLY i get to blog fully about the OCF Convention Ball!! hehehe.....

Firstly i MUST blog about the haircut i had before that weekend. Altho i got into a bit of trouble with mom and dad back home, (and i do understand y they didn't like me doing it) i'm gonna show it anyway. this was how i USED to look....

So Indian!

Now i look like this....

Wicked! hehehe

Anyway the ball rocked. i actually presented this song i co-wrote with two other wonderful people, Dee Jun and Daniel. it's called "my reason" and i thought it rocked! hehehe it's still plays in my head sometimes :P

Dan, Deej and Me!

Here some other pics from the ball....

My Awesome Cell Group! GO Outrageous AOKS!!!

The Klang people :D

OCF Clayton!

Got somemore pics but lazy to put up.... Had fun as well playing in Bobby's band again....Can't wait for combined meet this week hehe

Convention Ball 1

heyyy! convention ball rocked!! good to finally meet people i knew back at easter camp man! woohoo....

not gonna elaborate on the ball too much on this post....just thought i post up a picture from the ball....


haha i know this is one UGLY picture.... i HAD to have my eyes closed...arghhhh. but the person besides me makes up for that hehe. ms Theresa (or just T as everyone calls her) i really think you're a talented asset in God's kingdom. Keep rocking for Him sister!!! Always believe in urself...and for the hundreth time...UR NOT FAT! haha :)

As for the rest of you....will post more pics up later when i finally get em so dont worry haha :D

I've got my own room!!

GOD IS GOOD!

hahaha i finally got my own room. it's been a long one and a half years sharing a room, and finally God has blessed me with my own room. it's not that i didn't like staying with someone, it's just that sometimes i need my personal space, and i need a place to pray and worship in secret, and now i finally have it! Only He knows the times when i really wished for my own space, and the times i had to do my devotion in unappropriate places :D. Now i'm just figuring out how to decorate/facilitate it to make it more homely ehehe....fun!!!

Another reason i'm happy is coz hau wei just posted some more Grampians pics on the OCF website.... here's two pics i kinda like :

Firstly...

She's gonna sooooo kill me for doing this....but i know i must.... I told Pegs that i wanted to take a picture, but i wanted us to make funny faces. So i said "Let's pout our lips" and i pouted mine, and she followed....then as the picture was gonna be taken i smiled! hahahahahahahhha

She was pissed for awhile after that....but she should be used to it by now, coz i'm always mean to her :) but hope you realize by now that it's just to show how much i love and appreciate you :D... *rawr*

Secondly....

Nothing really spectacular about this shot, just that it's so candid...and Dee Jun looks like an annoyed mum glaring at her naughty kids.....*glareeeeee*.... hahaha. and of coz Li and Charlotte is in the pic too....altho you cant see much of Charlotte....hahaha....eh i miss your Ah Lian hair colour la Li....your new 'dark brown' is just too black :P

My friends rock!! I guess it's coz i have a GOD who rocks :D...