The great wait

It's been forever! i'm still waiting for my friggin net to be installed. And they say things work much faster here - yeah right!

Then again, there's nothing to blog about. NOTHING! it's either my life is truly as mundane as i make it out to be, or i've just become desensitized to everything thats happening around me. i'm starting to think it's the latter. I guess it's just the side effects of getting older, which im starting to dread - less then a month to go...

It's just frustrating that things are just so slow. Friends i've used to hang out with don't seem to enjoy what u enjoy anymore, and u realize its just everyone growing up. i sometimes just want to do a peter pan and stay in school/uni forever, be able to play games when i want, sleep in when i feel it, and go meet up with people as i please. So many good things associated with being young, yet, there's this basic instinct to move on, to grow up, to fall in love, to get on with life. I'm at the stage where i can't decide what i want.

Growing up time :)

on another note, i'm glad i've got certain friends who i enjoy just chilling with, and being comfortable in thier company. i know my holidays will be over soon, ad we haven't done the whole "Guitar Hero" thing, but i'm glad for the things we DID do - the Scrubs marathon, the countless lunches and dinners, the random chill-outs here and there. Im excited to see what God brings you into this year, and i know the move is a big one, but remember it's not a step backwards, it's all about wht we make of it :)

And to those who feel i'm trying too hard - i guess i am! hope it doesn't freak you out, but i truly treasure our friendship and we're gonna have an awesome yr this yr hehe

Back to work on Tuesday...in a sadistic kinda way, i'm actually glad !

Gee, i AM getting old