Monday, October 30, 2006

It's on Wednesday!!

I think this exam period has been one of my most slack....on thursday i had a maths exam, and i

FORGOT TO WRITE DOWN MY SEAT NUMBER!!

What's wrong with you Jonathan Raj?! i really couldn't believe myself. before this, i used to almost memorize the numbers going into an exam, being so paranoid after worrying about my papers. This sem has been different, even during the lead up to exam time, it's been reaaaally slack!

And then there's emag. I always thought e-mag was on the Thursday, so on Sunday i thought...."hmmm 3 full days to study, no worries!"...mana tahu i checked my time table just now and it was on Wednesday!!! #@!$#$**#@$#*#@(

Sorry la not used to taking exams so lightly. i used to be obssessed with performing well and setting a standard for myself. But i realized that the standard i was setting was for my own gain, to glorify myself and to attain approval from others. Now i see it as secondary, and i guess im LESS obssessed with getting hD's and stuff....but it doesn't mean i'm to slack! I'm sure God delights when his children excel in the things of the world...we were meant to be leaders, conquerers, and thats what i plan to be :D

Before i get back to cramming for my paper this Wednesday, i just want to do something i said i would a loooong time ago hehehe....This is one of my bestest friends in the whole wide world, and jus thought i wud honor her on my blog (and since she asked me to :P...nola nola) ...


Ms. Alison Seow!

Thanks SOOO much for being there when i needed someone to talk to. Your company and advice did help me loads! and i know i can ramble on and on about stuff, but you would never tell my im being silly, or that i talk too much...honestly you've been a gem, and i really hope u get well soon....And stop going around doing splits everywhere u go k? :D

I miss those days where we wud go for teas and breakfasts with Tony and juz hang out.... i miss going to accounts tuition and being identified as 'laura's friend' all the time hehe.... i miss the way ur dogs always bark when i come pick u up (those dogs are racist i tell you hehehehe) and i seriously miss the way you make me feel like a person, from the friendship and love and care you offer as a friend. God bless you girl!!

Get well soon k!!!!! :D

Friday, October 27, 2006

One of those days

I'm not gonna hide it.... i feel crappy!!!

Just had a Maths paper his afternoon, and to be honest it was one of the easier papers i've done during my time here in uni (i'm not bragging or anything, but it wasnt as hard as i expected). but even then, upon coming home, and even now sitting up and typing this blog, i feel like i could juz DIE. Oh btw, my net came back to life, and i SHOULD be happy about it, but i'm not!!

ARGHHH!!!

it sucks when u feel crappy but u don't know why u feel crappy. it's like....urgh something unexplainable u wish u have control of. Coz den at least how u feel with be somewhat controllable, to a certain degree. But u knoe, it's during these times that real faith is tested. when u don't feel like it at all, would you still praise? would you still worship? would you still submit to His awesome plan?

Difficult... but i realize recently that that's all i have left to hang on to. there's never a moment anymore where i go "ok i wanna do this this and this instead of what He wants me to do". in a sense, i think i've learnt to place my will secondary to His. i think my problem is now, knowing His will, actually accomplishing it. i know what has to be done, but im not doing it....how to help la this kinda ppl...hehe

i'm gonna sleep now... Jesus when i wake up in the morning, i ask for the awesomest smile and the cheerful-est attitude the moment i step out of my house. May i encourage the people i meet, and bless and speak into people's life tmr. Don't wanna let my emotions and feelings control how i operate. Living in MY promise, no stinking feelings are gonna rob me of that :D

-Amen-

Monday, October 23, 2006

Busy busy busy

Man i've been soo flippin busy...

BUT IT'S ALL GONNA END SOON!

2 weeks more man....and i'm done....

Starting to get 'Comfortable' perfected now...it's taking a toll on my fingers ( and my study time i must say). ws listening to joehn mayer's commentrt track of the birmingham concert and he said that that song was one of the hardest song he ever wrote, and that he needs to concentrate really really hard when he plays it coz he doesn't wanna get it wrong. But it's like such a great song, he said he'd most liley never write anything like it ever again....

You can tell i have nothing to blog about....but i do! the reason i'm not blogging abt it is....

a) No flippin time
b) My flippin modem died, so i've got no net....(which equates to no MSN! :( )
c) Regular flippin lazinesss....

This has got to be the boringest post i ever posted....

Till after exams....

=O)

Friday, October 06, 2006

I feel like a Hot Choc!

KOKO BLACK is HEAVEN!


Oh my darling! Can't wait to have u again....hehehe

This cup of hot choc is easily the BEST i've ever tasted, and i wud say the best in the whole city of Melbourne...so far that is hehe

Been really busy lately, with exams and assignments and stuff, and i've neglected my blogging duties. Oh well... will update soon...loads going on inside, taking it one step at a time with Him in d lead :D

In the mean time....*can't wait for hot choccccc*

Sunday, October 01, 2006

It's about time

Jesus is worthy
Worthy of all our praise
He is worthy
Worthy of ALL our praise

When things and situations in life start to drag you down, all you've got to do is

GLORIFY HIM!

When u feel all hope is lost, and there's no one you can turn to,

PRAISE HIM!

When it get's really really tough, and you feel like crying but you just cant,

WORSHIP HIM!

When things don't go the way u planned it, and you feel like a failure,

Time to go to the Secret Place

Drowning myself in worship helps heaps. Today i forgot, for one split second to give him praise, and see what has happened....

DISASTER!

Keep praising, keep worshipping, keep honoring, keep obeying, keep loving...

My Jesus!