Trials

Today i was rostered to "observe" the main keyboardist at worship prac ...

Frankly speaking, i didn't know i was THAT rusty... though, it has been more than a year since i've played in any band, and i think i've lost a bit of the feel that was once there.

There was also the tiredness....never had to practice after SUCH a long day before... mann it was hard to focus.

And it just wasn't what i expected. I know there's so much more, a higher level in which we can operate in but we're sorta stuck at a mid level kinda experience; although it's good, i feel we need to go up a notch in our worship. Having said that there's also the place where u just submit to what's required by the church, and you pray God keeps you going.

I'm not one who excels well at starting again. It's a painful process starting at 0 again. i want to be at 9, but there's 8 numbers in between. Long way to go and to learn...

I don't want trials, i want the real deal!

As a Bee

No idea why i've decided to start posting again. Probably coz no one actually reads this anymore. I agree thats it's been PRETTY dead considering it's been a year since my last post.

But hey, it's been busy (hence the title :D ) ...

So maybe i'll start writing again, maybe not; maybe i'll just post something similar in a years time

But maybe the reason i've not really posted is coz i didn't think there was much to write about. Last year was dry, a year of searching and not finding, a year i wished i'd settle earlier at where i eventually ended up, sort of a year wasted.

Church is great, don't get me wrong. But i expected so much more in terms of culture and spirit and attitude. But i understand now its not about finding My kind of church, it's about HIS way of doing it.

Loving ACTS and loving the people who make it great. I pray that He'll guide me and keep me where HE wants me to be.

Whoa ok enough rambling for the first-post-after-so-long. Thank God It's FRIDAY!!!

p.s.

It's actually been TWO YEARS!!! Gosh doesn't Blogger close down these blogs?!?!? lol