tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-276472462024-03-13T14:33:08.804+11:00Destined for GreatnessAnd in man He placed a seed, and in that seed greatness. It's not a tree that's in the seed, but a forestUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger82125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27647246.post-14675822117630033642010-03-19T02:27:00.002+11:002010-03-19T02:37:15.729+11:00TrialsToday i was rostered to "observe" the main keyboardist at worship prac ...<div><br /></div><div>Frankly speaking, i didn't know i was THAT rusty... though, it has been more than a year since i've played in any band, and i think i've lost a bit of the feel that was once there.</div><div><br /></div><div>There was also the tiredness....never had to practice after SUCH a long day before... mann it was hard to focus.</div><div><br /></div><div>And it just wasn't what i expected. I know there's so much more, a higher level in which we can operate in but we're sorta stuck at a mid level kinda experience; although it's good, i feel we need to go up a notch in our worship. Having said that there's also the place where u just submit to what's required by the church, and you pray God keeps you going.</div><div><br /></div><div>I'm not one who excels well at starting again. It's a painful process starting at 0 again. i want to be at 9, but there's 8 numbers in between. Long way to go and to learn...</div><div><br /></div><div>I don't want trials, i want the real deal!</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27647246.post-33413358910244125752010-03-12T02:24:00.003+11:002010-03-12T02:39:58.889+11:00As a BeeNo idea why i've decided to start posting again. Probably coz no one actually reads this anymore. I agree thats it's been PRETTY dead considering it's been a year since my last post. <div><br /></div><div>But hey, it's been busy (hence the title :D ) ...</div><div><br /></div><div>So maybe i'll start writing again, maybe not; maybe i'll just post something similar in a years time</div><div><br /></div><div>But maybe the reason i've not really posted is coz i didn't think there was much to write about. Last year was dry, a year of searching and not finding, a year i wished i'd settle earlier at where i eventually ended up, sort of a year wasted.</div><div><br /></div><div>Church is great, don't get me wrong. But i expected so much more in terms of culture and spirit and attitude. But i understand now its not about finding My kind of church, it's about HIS way of doing it.</div><div><br /></div><div>Loving ACTS and loving the people who make it great. I pray that He'll guide me and keep me where HE wants me to be.</div><div><br /></div><div>Whoa ok enough rambling for the first-post-after-so-long. Thank God It's FRIDAY!!!</div><div><br /></div><div>p.s.</div><div>It's actually been TWO YEARS!!! Gosh doesn't Blogger close down these blogs?!?!? lol</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27647246.post-35744753282482313952008-01-25T02:23:00.000+11:002008-01-25T02:47:48.351+11:00The great waitIt's been forever! i'm still waiting for my friggin net to be installed. And they say things work much faster here - yeah right!<br /><br />Then again, there's nothing to blog about. NOTHING! it's either my life is truly as mundane as i make it out to be, or i've just become desensitized to everything thats happening around me. i'm starting to think it's the latter. I guess it's just the side effects of getting older, which im starting to dread - less then a month to go...<br /><br />It's just frustrating that things are just so slow. Friends i've used to hang out with don't seem to enjoy what u enjoy anymore, and u realize its just everyone growing up. i sometimes just want to do a peter pan and stay in school/uni forever, be able to play games when i want, sleep in when i feel it, and go meet up with people as i please. So many good things associated with being young, yet, there's this basic instinct to move on, to grow up, to fall in love, to get on with life. I'm at the stage where i can't decide what i want.<br /><br />Growing up time :)<br /><br />on another note, i'm glad i've got certain friends who i enjoy just chilling with, and being comfortable in thier company. i know my holidays will be over soon, ad we haven't done the whole "Guitar Hero" thing, but i'm glad for the things we DID do - the Scrubs marathon, the countless lunches and dinners, the random chill-outs here and there. Im excited to see what God brings you into this year, and i know the move is a big one, but remember it's not a step backwards, it's all about wht we make of it :)<br /><br />And to those who feel i'm trying too hard - i guess i am! hope it doesn't freak you out, but i truly treasure our friendship and we're gonna have an awesome yr this yr hehe<br /><br />Back to work on Tuesday...in a sadistic kinda way, i'm actually glad !<br /><br />Gee, i AM getting oldUnknownnoreply@blogger.com18tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27647246.post-16675718321539570632007-10-17T12:38:00.000+10:002007-10-17T12:57:54.749+10:00ReliefI've just come out of the MOST stressful period i have been through in my ENtire life...period. The last 3 weeks have been CrAzY, due to my 70% design project that was really worrying me. I just stepped into the library after a dissapointing demonstration session, and i'm just thinking back on the last 12 weeks (yes i started on week one) of work seemingly gone down the drain.<br /><br />Just a mere 12 hrs before, we had it recognizing shapes and turning at near 90 degree turns. We then decided to improve it by making it near-perfect, a decision that brought the downfall of the bot, and thus leaving us with only left turns, and ONE right. Man, it was embarrasing because our group was expected to do well. Our lecturer, who was taking care of our group had HIGH hopes that it would work. Couldn't stand standing there seeing the look on his face... :(<br /><br />But i must say, i felt His peace there. Yes there were times i was on the verge of screaming my head off and running around in circles pulling my hair, but he kept me sane : to the 3-4 all nighters i had to endure, through the 'tense' moments we had in the group (not many btw) and the countless hours i spent trapped in the lab. It does count for something - i did my best, and i did it to please Him above all.<br /><br />Now it's back to life. i'm just so glad the pressure is off; but i do feel guilty for not performing. i feel guitly for dropping a lot of things, including responsibilities, friends, other important stuff to complete some design project. i should have known better...<br /><br />i need sleep!Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27647246.post-819664347035657572007-09-16T00:31:00.000+10:002007-09-16T00:50:54.026+10:00My day todayI had a good day. I wonder why i've stopped 'enjoying' my Saturdays anymore, but today was a change for the better :)<br /><br />We played tennis in the morning...it's been 7-8 months, and it felt good. We comprises of Andrew, Ivie, Richard, Charlene, Bryan and myself. We started at 8 am, and although some of em found it hard to get themselves out of bed in the morning, we all still got there eventually. Playing again was really good, although i have a feeling i was a bit enthusiastic at hitting the balls, that i was a bit TOO aggressive. sorry if i cam across that way, honestly i loved having someone to play with.<br /><br />Andrew, please start practicing the 'throws'. Remember it's straight up, not in front or behind. hehe :P but ur doing good. Ivie, KLANG BOLEH! hehe. Char, you've got a scary serve girl. The time when i really started to get a real workout was when we played that singles game. Keep it up! Richard i didn't know u were injured! i feel bad for making u run around LOL. And Bryan, we won 2 matches as doubles partners right? Rock on!<br /><br />Then we decided to crash Peggen's UL BBQ (i still felt like i was crashing although Li invited me, and my UL WAS supposed to go anwy). Had a lot of fun BBQing and talking to so many people. Glad that the Caulfield contingent came down as well =). Special shoutout to Pris, Si Yan, Aaron and Hau Wei.<br /><br />Then i went home and slept. But that's after my daily dose of RPK's blog. I sometimes feel guilty reading the posts, because its very political, but i'm really interested in the state and condition of the nation at this point, and my goodness, its amazing what you learn when u actually want to find stuff out.<br /><br />Woke up at 6, Daniel came over for dinner. Watched the Hawks take on the the Kangaroos. Not an extremely good game, but it was ok. glad i had someone to have dinner with and just chill :)<br /><br />And just want to say a heartfelt thanks to MissE** for being super duper honest with me about stuff. Honestly, now i see where i need to improve myself, and i think i need to find more friends who are not afraid to tell it to my face. i'm a better person (or on the way to becoming one) because of you, so thanks :)Unknownnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27647246.post-33063666534860157182007-08-27T22:36:00.000+10:002007-08-28T00:34:21.589+10:00Not as they seemSome things are not as they seem...<br /><br />I must admit that i love reading people - as in, even before someone comes up to me to say Hi, i can tell what kind of conversation is going to ensue. No, it's not preconceived ideas about someone, rather it's to prepare me for the conversation that will happen.<br /><br />But i do get it wrong sometimes. Things that u thought u liked about someone suddenly disappears once you get to know em better. It's like, that perfect someone has flaws, seemingly. Not to say that we should look for perfect people, and discard those who are not to your expectations, but to some degree, it's a bit of a letdown, coz when u finally thought you discovered someone you think is WAY up there, you realize they are human in any case...<br /><br />But aren't we all? That's what makes me me in a sense, our downfalls. But i realized that there are some CORE things that need to be high standard, and everything else is just trivial in comparison. Some things that i feel is a must are:<br /><br />a) a heart of worship<br />b) Godly discipline<br />c) great sense of communication<br />d) honesty<br /><br />among other things. The thing is, it doesn't matter if the tiny flaws ruin the so-called "perfect" picture, as long as they have thier fundamentals right, those are the type of people i want to be around, to love, to cherish and to do life with.<br /><br />Ok enough babbling... I really want to blog about my encounter with Brookie, but im gonna wait for the pics and vids to come first :D<br /><br />I *heart* Brooke! She's so awesome hehe<br /><br />Oh and a shout out to my amazing cell leaders and committee in OCF. I know this month has been a trying and difficult period for all of you, but im glad you guys are pulling through and really supporting the vision WE have for this ministry. Thanks so much guys and girls!!Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27647246.post-81706314206511776002007-08-21T19:50:00.000+10:002007-08-21T20:06:38.709+10:00Take a minute<p>Now, you've NEVER seen me post many pictures on my blog, let alone a video.</p><p align="left">But when i saw this, i actually cried. It really reminded me of how things have been the last couple of weeks. Jesus is just amazing :)</p><p align="left">So just take a moment, and watch it, you won't regret i promise. Watch out for 3:45, it just hit me so hard, that He want's us back so badly :) </p><p align="center"><br /><br /><embed name="flv_demo" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer" align="middle" src="http://godtube.com/flvplayer.swf" width="330" height="270" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" flashvars="videoThumb=http://www.godtube.com/thumb/1_10371.jpg&flvPath=http://www.godtube.com/flvideo1/6/10371.flv" wmode="transparent" quality="high" allowscriptaccess="sameDomain"></embed><br /><br /></p><p>Oh and btw, the song is Everything, by Lifehouse.</p>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27647246.post-85743750176855348072007-08-20T21:20:00.001+10:002007-08-20T23:59:01.407+10:00Yay!Feeling much better!!<br /><br />I can see my mountaintop again. I can see how my God is going to save the day. I've finally cleared the fog and crap that's been in the way, and i think it's really apt timing.<br /><br />I knew it was coming, just a matter of when and how i was to get here. To be honest, i've got this 10% assignment i don't have a clue how to finish at the moment, but i know God will make a way somehow, of that i'm certain.<br /><br />Here's a couple of shoutours (to people whom i THINK still read my blog:<br /><br />Miss Evo: im suffering from MSN withdrawal symptoms :( includes total boredom and random words to myself. even my fingers just feel like typing something,,, ish, But 7th Sept ain't long to go :) hope things are ok in the land of MSN. thanks for still being there to listen hehe altho my probs seem to go around in circles :P. oh btw, ur AWESOME in God's sight, and it's GREAT that you're a CHAMPION hehehehe :P<br /><br />Mr. President: Congrats, you've finally became the boss haha. Looking forward to what ur about to do :)<br /><br />Mum and Dad: Can't wait to get home. Miss the food :P<br /><br />Random OCF people: somehow i'm not sure who would still read this, but drop me a comment if you did. And guys, can't wait for laser tag mmmhmmmmmm :)<br /><br />Miss 'I don't wash plates without gloves': You KNOW i'm never letting this go :P just kidding k? you'll have tonnes of opportunities in the future to prove me wrong hehe<br /><br />Oh btw, this Sat i'm going to a Brooke Fraser concert!! yay!! thanks so much to Miss T, and of course Justin's kindness, i'm all set to see her LIVE. Life's getting good :)Unknownnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27647246.post-63978449496122652612007-08-16T22:06:00.000+10:002007-08-16T22:21:30.579+10:00In the valleyMan this is tough...<br /><br />Nothing i've ever experienced before. You think sometimes you're strong enough, that you are capable of doing things that by far seem easy peasy to you. But what happens when you find out<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">"you're not"</span></span><br /></div><br />strong enough and that<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">"you're not"</span></span><br /></div><br />capable of doing everything on your plate. So what DO you do?<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:78%;">"Start pushing things off the plate..."<br /></span><div style="text-align: left;"><br />I'm no quitter. i hate it when people say "Oh she quit OCF" or "He quit serving in church". i think the only time that is true is when you drop something without consulting God first. Yes, God gives you the strength, but he also gives u a desire and passion<br /><br />So what does it mean when you lose a passion for something?<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">"Maybe God wants you to focus elsewhere"</span></span><br /></div></div></div><br />Sadly it took me so long to finally realize that maybe i AM weak, and that i AM incapable, but i'm sure as ever that HE is strong, and that HE is capable!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:78%;">"Phew!"</span><br /></div><br />Maybe once i get that out of the way, like how i neede to get her out of the way, then maybe i'll start dreaming again. It's been awhile since i had dreams...<br /><br />OR maybe someone else has a dream. i dunno, God uses people to speak to people sometimes.<br />Can all the dreamers please tell me your dreams, it would really be encouraging :)<br /><br />Ok i won't ramble on anymore... I need to give Him space to speak, that i may decrease and He increase. Fasting MSN has really helped that :) I just pray that my mountain peak comes soon, and that it comes eventually i am definitely sure...<br /><br />*Amen*Unknownnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27647246.post-77032815089505070022007-08-12T12:12:00.000+10:002007-08-12T12:34:48.663+10:00It's been awhile...<br /><br />2 things have compelled me to squeeze in another post<br /><br />1. A Gift<br />You never know how much encouragmement helps someone. i'm not gonna lie- i was going through a rough patch the last month or so. And it came to a point where i felt that whatever i did, it wasn't working or in other owrds it was ineffective. Met up with MY on Tuesday coz she wanted to share about mentorship in OCF. that itself was a blessing, that someone wud want to share something out of thier heart. well we were talking, and i somehow mentioned that i lost 2 bibles, and i was using my back-backup bible hehe. And guess what, she being the angel she is got me a new one!! complete with encouragment msg and bible verse in the front. i was really touched by the gift, but what i was really thouched by was the encouragement and love that was in it :) Thanks so much you...<br /><br />2. Information<br />Sometimes u wish u didnt receive certain information. but then again, it's actually better that you DO know. thanks for telling me, friend- i know i seem hurt, but im honestly grateful that you cared enough to tell me. that's what makes true friends :)<br /><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;">Jesus im holding on yo You, i pray you give me wisdom on the right things to say, and the right people to speak to, and the right actions at all times. Return to me the joy of my salvation, and renew a right spirit within me...</span></em><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Amen</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27647246.post-85155754667144429312007-07-13T12:10:00.001+10:002007-07-13T12:14:49.134+10:00YOUYOU are my freedom<br />Jesus YOU're the reason<br />I'm kneeling again<br />at YOUr throne<br /><br />Where would i be<br />without YOU<br />here in my life<br /><br />Thanks for holding my heart together<br />When I thought it would be crushed<br />You helped me soar<br />above the mountain of despair<br />and through the valley of hopelessness<br />Into Your rest<br /><br />I'm ready and I know You are too<br />Since eternity<br />Take my handUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27647246.post-9777363002745001102007-06-17T01:35:00.000+10:002007-06-17T01:46:29.386+10:00No idea what to call this postI think God deserves so so much praise for what's been happening recently. The way i've come through in terms of my grades has amazed me. I can see how He brings people along my way to tell me the things i need to know, and those which i don't. The friends who have helped me through have been amazing! thanks so much guys. So, i'm confident to say...<br /><br />ECE3073 and evil twin ECE3093, you're going down!!<br /><br />hehehe....<br /><br />Ok now for the serious part, recently one of my committee members had to go home to Singapore, and to cut the story short, she lost someone really dear back home. I can't help but imagine what she goes through, or what kind of thoughts might be filling her mind. I can imagine the bitterness, the sorrow, the hopelessness of the situation. Being in Melbourne, i can only wait for time to take it's effect, and in the mean time pray that she'll make it through...<br /><br />Sher, i know you'll see the light at the end of the tunnel, i know you'll find joy in the midst of suffering, cause He has given us the oil of joy instead of mourning, of hope instead of despair. Praying for you, and i really really do miss you (and your 'loudness') :)<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjAxesBKqkmJepyA-b5XgAv8yeAmNJYgIQ9H-Cu9Mr4DlQzgT3ssdNrf9A3VhopsQF-jNHFv93l32OtPAuwz0HIkfCsATFgh5_xTiwnwO0XCEJOUhG0_YWKvuCKdEh0Hega3zDK/s1600-h/ef614ac5.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjAxesBKqkmJepyA-b5XgAv8yeAmNJYgIQ9H-Cu9Mr4DlQzgT3ssdNrf9A3VhopsQF-jNHFv93l32OtPAuwz0HIkfCsATFgh5_xTiwnwO0XCEJOUhG0_YWKvuCKdEh0Hega3zDK/s400/ef614ac5.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5076688198228867442" border="0" /></a>It's been awhile since i've played the keys. I feel like a part of me is missing. I miss my baby (currently its tucked somewhere in Pano). Crap la....<br /><br />On a brighter note, we're gonna have a KLANG gathering soon!!! hehehe... The bakuteh geng is back! =)<br /><br />Ok i know the randomness of this post is getting to you guys, so i'll stop here hahha.<br /><br />Oh and come for WInter CamP 2007!!Unknownnoreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27647246.post-57570339547272503722007-06-03T22:16:00.000+10:002007-06-03T22:20:13.781+10:00It's crunch time!So it begins ... 3 weeks of slaving over exams ans stuff...<br /><br />To be honest, this exam period will be the most stressed out one i've ever been in so far. My internals look as if they have been shot. I'm really scared that i might come close to failing a subject this sem :(<br /><br />But He that is in me is greater than he who is in the world. I know the bible's talking abt the devil, but i also remember that I AM in this world as well. And i guess this means that God's greater then the best i can be on my own...<br /><br />That's comforting to hear :)Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27647246.post-70037794565707977952007-05-31T00:10:00.000+10:002007-05-31T00:57:16.358+10:00Blogging's difficultIt's been so hard to find something to blog about! urgh, every time i come to my blogger, i just stare at it until i give up and close the window! life has been busy recently, exams and all the regular stuff, that there's nothing blog-worthy as such...<br /><br />I'm just looking forward to three things - Winter Camp, Hillsongs Sydney, and spending a one week break in Adelaide with Jin. Bro, ur gonna be so full of my rantings and ravings by the time my trip is over ehehe... but God bless you for offering to put me up (more like put up with me :) )<br /><br />I've got a 3000 word report due in 2 days, IN WEEK THIRTEEN! URGH!!!!<br /><br />I notice something nowdays - more people are coming to the library! It's a good thing tho, studying with friends is awesome (of course to some, it can be VERY distracting *glare*). I wanna start making coffee in the library again =)Unknownnoreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27647246.post-33742050606023184462007-05-17T17:21:00.000+10:002007-05-17T17:38:52.238+10:005 sounds i like the most<span style="font-size:130%;color:#333399;">5. Morning talk</span><br />arguably, i miss this the most out of the 5. the story goes, when i still used to be back in Klang, on a Saturday mornings mostly, i used to laze in bed till it was late in the morning. And my parents being who they are, would wake up at 'decent' times. And my dad would either be doing some house repairs or what not, or busily chatting over breakfast. whatever it is, the sound of his voice as i lay there in my bed gave me a sense of 'family'. cause i knew when i got out of bed and went downstairs, i was going down to people i loved and who made me feel comfortable. really miss this sound now... :(<br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#333399;">4.The sound hot water makes when you pour it into your cup</span><br />I really love this! It's that gurgling sound we all know - it's really therapeutic haha. I think its a preview to the warmness you're gonna experiance when u finally get to drink what ur making in the first place hahaha. Get this a lot (coz i drink a lot of coffee =) )<br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#333399;">3.The sound of rain on my window</span><br />Curled up in my chair, with my blanket over me, sipping that cup of coffee (refer to no.4), the soft patter of rain drops on my window really makes me feel awesome. I'm one of the only people i know how loooooves rainy days, beacause all you do is stay home and stare at the wet outside and just being thankful i have somewhere dry and warm to be...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#333399;">2. Music</span><br />this is my passion, coz this is what i use to worship my God with hehe. But beyond that, music really gets to me. It's not a filler, not some background thing - i NEED music. It drives me, it encourages me, it's part of me. And worship is just awesome :) i'm currently in love with 'Stop this train' by John Mayer *mmmmmm*<br /><br />1. <span style="font-size:130%;color:#333399;">Your voice </span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">Nothing needs to be said ... =)</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27647246.post-3321037062640009602007-05-08T17:25:00.000+10:002007-05-08T17:35:45.066+10:00Why the British think 80% of M'sians coming to UK to study law<span style="font-family:georgia;">I got this in my email this morning...<br /><br /></span><div class="ExternalClass" id="MessageBodyText"><pre>UK Immigration Officer: Purpose of visit?<br />Visitor: I'm here to study law, sir.<br />Officer: You know, you must have a lot of lawyers in Malaysia .<br />Visitor: Why do you say that?<br />Officer: Well, i've been here for a good twenty years, and I'd say<br />80% of Malaysians I see here say they're here to read law.<br />Visitor: Oh, really? That's really something i never knew. Hard to<br />believe in fact.<br /><br />Officer: Just you watch, then. You just stand here until the next<br />Malaysian comes along, and I'll bet he's here to read law.<br /><br />*Visitor waits for 5 mins, Ah Chong from Malaysia comes to<br />immigration counter*<br /><br />Officer: Mr. Ah Chong, purpose of visit?<br /><br />Ah Chong: Study lorr...<br /><br /></pre><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-family:times new roman;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">! L.O.L !</span><br /><br /></span></span><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Thanks Lisa!! This really made my day "lorr"....<br /><br />Hahahahaha<br /><br />(=<br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-family:times new roman;"></span></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-family:times new roman;"></span></span></div></div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27647246.post-12679075119436224202007-05-01T00:34:00.000+10:002007-05-01T02:02:26.685+10:00Time to goHe glanced at his watch, and nervously shifted in his seat. <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">1:08</span> . He caught a whiff of stale filtered coffee that could well have been a 100 years old coming from the stained carpet of the waiting room. He never imagined it would come to this. How things worked out the way it did. How wrong he could have been.<br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"></span></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);font-size:130%;" ></span> His breathing started to become heavier as he leaned over and reached out for the magazine on the table opposite him. <span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" >1</span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">.</span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" >0</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" >9</span> He stared at it for awhile, but he knew he wasn't gonna read, no matter how hard he tries. He was too distracted, too nervous. Coming to think of it, he couldn't bring himself to think about anything else; he threw the mag down hard on the table. His heart started to beat faster as he glanced at his watch again, the seconds hand hand ticking away. why does time take time? he asked as it made it's way, slowly past the number 10. only 10 more seconds till....<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-style: italic;"></span> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-style: italic;">*1:10*</span>He dragged<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-style: italic;"></span> himself off the chair and started pacing the room. the floorboards squeaked under his weight, almost sounding like a symphony of squeaks. he loved listening to symphonies. in fact, when he was young, his dad used to take this bright eyed kid to the great philharmonics. he would sit in awe of how different instruments were made differently, but yet they all served the same purpose - that of the conductor. his favorite was the tuba, not only because it was the biggest darn instrument you could find, but also because it made this reverberating low sound that could travel for miles even. the tuba player person would usually be idle for long periods of the symphony, but when his time came, he would pick it up and blow...<span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><br /></span><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:180%;">1:12</span></span><br /></div>He snapped as he heard the door handle turn. The silence was broken finally. It swung open, almost effortlessly, as if someone over-greased the hinges, as if there was a door troll pulling the door open - you know what door trolls are, they live behind doors and make creaking noises to scare the heck out of you, especially at night.when he was a little kid, he really didn't wanna see a troll, cause his mom used to tell him that they could be nasty creatures, and they did nasty things to naughty little boys. but he didn't believe in them now, so they can't be real...<br /><br />she stepped in. he couldn't wait any longer. he had to tell her. he had been rehearsing this in his head for ages, but all of a sudden the words started to scramble themselves up. She looked so beautiful from where she was standing, the light from the next room streaming in from behind her. his knees turned to jelly, and he could feel his heart beating at a gazillion beats a minute. she stared at him, ans their eyes met. he finally braved himself and opened his mouth to speak. "I ..."<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">1:13</span></span><br /></div><br />time to let it out. time to move on. time to goUnknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27647246.post-79701117551988279602007-04-25T09:01:00.000+10:002007-04-25T09:07:44.436+10:00I *heart* Brooke!Keith!!!! You JUST had to tell me about Brooke's concert....<br /><br />It's all SOLD OUT!<br /><br />Both the Melbourne ones have gone quickly, now the only ones left are Adelaide and Brisbane. Grrrr*<br /><br />OH well, maybe next year. hopefully be then i'll still *heart* Brooke Fraser :D<br /><br />The winter camp committee is coming soon to eat breakkie. I sorta cooked chicken curry yesterday, and i'm anxious to see how it will taste later. I even called mum specially to ask for the recipe. oh yeah, mum i found the 'tumbuk' thing, i think my previous housemate left it behind. hehehe<br /><br />i *heart* cooking for people<br />i *heart* keeping a clean house<br /><br />i*heart* You<br /><br />=)Unknownnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27647246.post-91620883859697097922007-04-20T09:05:00.001+10:002007-04-20T09:05:51.365+10:00WhyEver wondered why when you finally started doing things right, things seem to turn out wrong all of a sudden?<br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Why God, why?</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">=(</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27647246.post-54112563548074721022007-04-19T10:16:00.001+10:002007-04-20T09:18:06.333+10:00Albertine<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:78%;">I am sitting still</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size:85%;">I think of Angelique<br />her mothers voice over me<br />And the bullets in the wall where it fell silent<br />And on a thousandth hill, I think of Albertine<br />there in her eyes what i don't see with my own<br />Rwanda<br /><br />*chorus*<br />now that i have seen, I am responsible<br />Faith without deeds with dead<br />now that i have held you in my own arms, I cannot let go till you are<br /><br />I am on a plane across a distant sea<br />But i carry you in me<br />and the dust on, the dust on, the dust on my feet<br />Rwanda<br /><br />I will tell the world, I will tell them where I've been<br />I will keep my word<br />I will tell them Albertine</span><br /><br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_Lyq565tnGD4/Ria3OTpJ2jI/AAAAAAAAABI/VIuv6g_2Exk/s1600-h/images.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_Lyq565tnGD4/Ria3OTpJ2jI/AAAAAAAAABI/VIuv6g_2Exk/s400/images.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5054929088188897842" border="0" /></a><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27647246.post-22994845778129548742007-04-17T23:39:00.000+10:002007-04-18T00:04:41.555+10:00To the people I love...<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgTMS6vkBmOGJqiB8SuZA4FzirmAYoWaLXy5Q80A-RvshiPwsoTRQSAmLdj2Du3dappqQdwLsm4NISZLsXplnmPDV59wDDcypJle1aMAuNKB8QuQYDrLbAhkkrYq348BPVfjtkY/s1600-h/D70_40480.JPG"><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span></a>I realize i'm so blessed to be surrounded by people who love and support me. i find i rarely ever tell them so, i rarely ever show them by getting them stuff that i appreciate what they have done in my life.<br /><br />For example, i'm really glad to be able to know "these" bunch of people... The crazy people of Clayton... RAWR!!<br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgTMS6vkBmOGJqiB8SuZA4FzirmAYoWaLXy5Q80A-RvshiPwsoTRQSAmLdj2Du3dappqQdwLsm4NISZLsXplnmPDV59wDDcypJle1aMAuNKB8QuQYDrLbAhkkrYq348BPVfjtkY/s1600-h/D70_40480.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgTMS6vkBmOGJqiB8SuZA4FzirmAYoWaLXy5Q80A-RvshiPwsoTRQSAmLdj2Du3dappqQdwLsm4NISZLsXplnmPDV59wDDcypJle1aMAuNKB8QuQYDrLbAhkkrYq348BPVfjtkY/s320/D70_40480.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5054392086460029650" border="0" /></a>- Clayton 07 -<br /><br /></div>And being more specific, I LOVE my CELL GROUP. We named ourself EVOL, not because were the opposite of love (might be some truth in that tho) but because were REFLECTING God's love! i really enjoyed having eggplant chips and pizza and strolling to Tiamo's for Jamaican pancakes (it was brilliant Jack :) ) and then doing stupid things with flashy lights at St. Kilda beach. So sorry i dragged u all to keep doing the write-with-light-and-capture-with-camera thing for so long, but i think we really got some good pictures :D<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhbyq4V7sDY-j_5Ekfu6ZxuAJ3Y3qN7ph6JEpPD3ewYPRBVBjR_YsDw3zzWLgsec8r3qefUQGIo6uB02r6OteCTvM0F91h_-eLjW6PtHNcvkwNhIl3yQKilMcMh1JurnCdjt8-d/s1600-h/P1030694.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhbyq4V7sDY-j_5Ekfu6ZxuAJ3Y3qN7ph6JEpPD3ewYPRBVBjR_YsDw3zzWLgsec8r3qefUQGIo6uB02r6OteCTvM0F91h_-eLjW6PtHNcvkwNhIl3yQKilMcMh1JurnCdjt8-d/s320/P1030694.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5054392095049964274" border="0" /></a>GO EVOL!!<br /><div style="text-align: left;"><br />I need to go get new jumpers hehe. i think some people are just sick of seeing me in the same ones over and over. But i can't help it, coz the people who bought it mean a lot to me, and it's really my favouritest thing to wear in the world. and to the person who picked it out, thanks for making me look good =)<br /></div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgV_l5swAQ4Fh3d_G3kGZMkW7VqMS8igXrGO8uIbeX37dqNWVob14kD6ke00AWAPYVbxKb0CHzcELIC1x8EHagdAVXJLPGmip1mKmk8IJHIZAUbL2orsMVaUUZCHrrkSzaz0nmW/s1600-h/DSC_0586_001_001.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgV_l5swAQ4Fh3d_G3kGZMkW7VqMS8igXrGO8uIbeX37dqNWVob14kD6ke00AWAPYVbxKb0CHzcELIC1x8EHagdAVXJLPGmip1mKmk8IJHIZAUbL2orsMVaUUZCHrrkSzaz0nmW/s320/DSC_0586_001_001.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5054392090754996962" border="0" /></a>Gosh next time better use flash ...<br /><div style="text-align: left;"><br />Just got back from Easter Camp a week ago. And u know how we always got post-camp blues (Hau Wei if ur reading this, remember last year?? hehe) , but this year i was confident i could keep it together. And i did! even as we left the campsite, and we drove back to Clayton , i was doing ok. We stopped by at Glen to eat dinner, and we met the Melb Uni guys. I was still ok , even tho meeting them really made me miss camp a tinny little bit. But when Ms. Tng tried to surprise me thru the window of Rock Kung, i suddenly felt like i really missed EVERYONE at camp!! Why do u guys have to be so darn fun?!?!? WHY!?!?!<br /></div></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKXPZPxBMELuVglEujfMnuatcbVEQ_Fcn-JEIcNyDV_5SmlBc02UcraATwc5IqfdvNo2v4qgBBK_ArqPLwA27-xp_rERZ4XNNu1hYepF6IHjHZHHebNQMnWlSo3WlJlVLEbRQp/s1600-h/DSCF7429.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKXPZPxBMELuVglEujfMnuatcbVEQ_Fcn-JEIcNyDV_5SmlBc02UcraATwc5IqfdvNo2v4qgBBK_ArqPLwA27-xp_rERZ4XNNu1hYepF6IHjHZHHebNQMnWlSo3WlJlVLEbRQp/s320/DSCF7429.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5054392107934866178" border="0" /></a>Tng and me (one of the few who wudn't wear the camp tshirt)<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">This is one of the only few pics i have from camp. Muz go find somemore!!! MUST MUST MUST<br />Well back to uni for now, a lot of things to look forward to la actually and i'm very excited!<br /><br />=)<br /></div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27647246.post-52548415150345225042007-03-02T10:37:00.000+11:002007-03-02T11:05:32.950+11:00Honoured!OK fine... my last post was a disaster....the 7 things turned out to be just 2. i didn't have time for the other 2! the rest of the week was spent preparing for orientation and retreat! i did celebrate it a week later with some close friends which was good!<br /><br />Busy-ness has taken over me, Work has really distracted me the last 2 weeks. We had orientation, leaders retreat, committee meetings, this and that and this and that i'm almost going nuts. But even so, it has been a<span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);"> VERY eventful week</span> or 2 for me. And i wouldn't trade serving in His Kingdom for the world :)<br /><br />on Thursday night i got a chance to take a break. someone i didn't expect invited me to his birthday party sorta thingy. and it was in <span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);font-size:130%;" >KOKO black</span>! for those who don't know, it's this really good CHOCOlate place down at lygon. and u <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" >KNOW MY EYES LIT UP</span> like a <span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">Christmas tree</span> when i got invited hahaha :D oh btw... <span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);font-size:130%;" >HAPPY 21ST WAI HONG!!</span><br /><br />But the thing that really got to me was how he chose who came. he was telling me that he listed ALL of his friends and rated them from 1 to 5. he said he only invited 4 and 5s. like WOW! i really felt honoured to be there!! not because i think im great being rated a 4 or 5, but its coz someone was impacted by my friendship. that's my goal for this year - to impact people to a point that thier life is changed and a difference is made - so much so that they wud invite me to thier birthday parties!!! (juz kidding :P)<br /><br />I didn't really take pics, but i'll post the TWO that i have... sheesh i should start taking pics more hehe. Mich said she would pass me more when she finished editing. the problem was, the room was quite dark, and i sat in the darkest corner and had a cap on...:S. anwys, here's what a hot chocolate at KB looks like...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJRZ4hmXzhCi5QkI_5W0RQG4vEHbxn6RHShaQdoLOVx_1qw2Ufbn-BK977vjUvavON3cpE3TZSqTpDaFyTefX6LAP_6Jkq_AT1__5AV2mO75B930lUYgRXtsK6a6rG55Lh5znM/s1600-h/ABCD0017.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJRZ4hmXzhCi5QkI_5W0RQG4vEHbxn6RHShaQdoLOVx_1qw2Ufbn-BK977vjUvavON3cpE3TZSqTpDaFyTefX6LAP_6Jkq_AT1__5AV2mO75B930lUYgRXtsK6a6rG55Lh5znM/s320/ABCD0017.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5037109079006066226" border="0" /></a>lemme tell you, it's the heavenliest things in the world... =)<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcHvJeEacCrjTwyOi_lCqNiiyvHi7w8fiB5QrJtwjdtvBmoun9SwztsN58IrkAUgBwzuwnid41OvnJ6xmd9JB1FjVMlvA7KMoHSIyLxPObCV3xYz_kaEcWuqHSjQCTvAYr5f1X/s1600-h/ABCD0016.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcHvJeEacCrjTwyOi_lCqNiiyvHi7w8fiB5QrJtwjdtvBmoun9SwztsN58IrkAUgBwzuwnid41OvnJ6xmd9JB1FjVMlvA7KMoHSIyLxPObCV3xYz_kaEcWuqHSjQCTvAYr5f1X/s320/ABCD0016.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5037109083301033538" border="0" /></a>this is another random picture of Wai Hong saying something. notice how dark it is hahaha...<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: left;"><br />besides sipping hot choc at KB, other things have been happening as well. i'm excited to see what God has in store for me. only he knows my hearts desires and the times i've cried out for them. i know logically some things are impossible, but my God is a 'nothing is impossible' God :)<br />just waiting, like i always do, for the right moment ... but i feel it coming, somehow, sometime soon...<br /><br />=)<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27647246.post-82577520223214990342007-02-13T16:51:00.000+11:002007-02-13T16:57:42.325+11:007 things i wanna do before i turn 21Ok so i'm getting older....and you know 21 is significant, coz it's ur 'entry' into adulthood. plus u finally have to be responsible for the trouble u get urself into. but you know, as i enjoy my last week of being a non-21-yr-old, i came up with a list of 7 things i do wanna do before i turn 21!<br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);font-size:130%;" ><br />7. Get a crew cut</span><br />Ok fine i know ur thinking "but u cud get that even if ur 21...", but since i needed a haircut, and did not have anything else to add to my list, i guess this counts. oh, a picture will be posted soon hehehe...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);font-size:130%;" >6. Eat Strawberry Cornflakes!</span><br />i was in coles last week and i saw this kelloggs cornflakes, and it was in strawberry flavour!! what better way to live out ur childhood than cornflakes and better yet, strawberry cornflakes! i just finished my first bowl, and the best part of it all is the strawberry flavoured milk that gets left behind....YUMMM!! oooooh i miss my childhood already!! hehehehehe<br /><br />I'll update one item everyday from now till my birthday (thats also coz i need to think of things to do!!!)<br /><br />=)Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27647246.post-21268583280057456802007-02-06T02:23:00.000+11:002007-02-06T02:34:39.735+11:00Finally He said...It feels right now... I'm back to blogging!<br /><br />Loads have happened since i last posted the 'pink' post. And i mean loads. But i guess the most significant of all is the answer He finally gave me. didn't you ever have this burning question you were seeking God for, and finally after suffering so long thinking about things, and considering your options, he comes and makes is SO SO clear to you.<br /><br />I must be honest i'm finding it hard to accept. sometimes i try to reason myself out of it. maybe i wasn't hearing right, maybe i interpreted wrong, maybe i'm not thinking straight. but i must be completely honest and say that it never felt right, maybe it never will. and you know, He's got it all covered; everything im living for is in His hands. Thats the promise i make...<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:78%;" >Sorry for yesterday, you need to know i felt bad...</span><br /><br />i'm addicted to series nowdays. that includes:<br />1) Prison break<br />2) House<br />3) How i met your mother<br />4) My name is Earl<br />5) Everybody hates Chris<br />6) Ugly Betty<br />7) Heroes<br /><br />and they are keeping me occupied... i've got the dates for the next episode release for each of these on the whiteboard in my room. and torrent-ing rocks! hehe....<br /><br />Well so much for coming back to blogging. who knows if anyone still reads my blog nowdays. it's always been a drag, remembering the promise i made God when i did start blogging. maybe i should break outta prison or something...dat wud be AWESOME blog material...Unknownnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27647246.post-1165670165787804912006-12-09T23:35:00.000+11:002006-12-10T00:16:05.826+11:00Pretty in Pink!Yes, i finally did it. Something i said i would never do...<br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 204);font-size:180%;" ><br /></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 204);font-size:180%;" >I WORE PINK!</span><br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3335/924/1600/911434/IMG_1062.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3335/924/320/960606/IMG_1062.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>But they made me do it! These guys are the VicChair band for Convy 2006 ...<br />From Left: Priscilla, Myself, Lucien, Vincent, Tee, Raymond, Wang Wei, Aaron and Steven<br /><br />Yes i felt ReAlLy weird in pink mind you...coz i have NEVER used pink, and i've always told people i would never wear it...but when the guys decided to wear pink i knew i had no choice. But on the contrary, people told me i looked good in pink, so i guess i wasnt that bad hehehehe ... or maybe they were trying to be kind (or cheeky) :D<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3335/924/1600/693896/IMG_1059.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3335/924/320/758444/IMG_1059.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>The band in action.... we DO look good aahaahhaha<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3335/924/1600/395370/IMG_1061.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3335/924/320/818099/IMG_1061.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>to be honest, i only bought the thsirt coz this was the guy who designed it. Vincent, i LOVED the way you played that night. it muz have really stunned quite a few ppl, but i really enjoyed myself hahahah<br /><br />And Tee, it was great playing in the same band again (although u weren't playing drums like at EC), i i really enjoyed juz playing like crazy for the KING of KINGS! :D<br /><br />Enjoy ur holidays everyone! Really miss you convy guys so so so much.... Ohhhh and a special shout out to my Awesome Cell Group ... GO PAUL!<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3335/924/1600/833677/A%20015.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/3335/924/320/438380/A%20015.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>From Left: Lisa, Lydea (my cool co-leader :D), Thomas, Max, Amanda, Hubert, ME, Grace<br />Not in pic: Alvin Tjipto, Peter Marlins, Sarah<br /><br />MISS you guys so so so much....:(Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2